• The Heart is an Eye.

    The heart is an “eye”, (Octavio Paz).  If you stay connected to your heart, if you still feel, then you remain connected to what some call your natural intuition. Your heart is a brain. It allows you to sense what your mind might be too busy to perceive. Your heart is the foundation of your… Continue Reading

  • Perceiving a Whistleblower

    If you are a whistle-blower where afterwards multiple employees at multiple government organizations, companies, professionals have taken actions to harm you or your loved ones, you will often come across those (mostly naive individuals), who when hearing you tell of your experiences will say: “it sounds like you think there is/was a conspiracy”. This is… Continue Reading

  • Warm White

    The snow pack was 30 feet high that winter. My cabin was built on “stilts” yet still I had to dig steps into the snow to climb up over the bank and once on top slide down into the door. I was 19 years old. He was 26, and had killed before. Not because he… Continue Reading

  • Podcast | A Human Being

    The Podcast for Indelible a documentary media project in progress for the week of March 8, 2018. This podcast discusses more details in the history of one of the survivor kid’s life, who currently sits in Federal Prison. It also discusses how we choose to demonize one killer and not another. It reflects upon the… Continue Reading

  • Podcast | A New Page—A Blank Page

    The text above is from a letter I received from the survivor regarding his training.  This is the podcast for Indelible, a documentary in progress for the week of November 5, 2017. Concerns regarding one of the surviving “kids”, targeted for training as a mercenary. How kids are identified in public schools prior to being approached… Continue Reading

  • No Carrot Following

    It’s an important moment when you realize it is time to no longer follow the carrot that has been held out in front of you. How did you come to that moment in time? Perhaps by quietly  tracing from the carrot to the stick, to the arm, and then looking up at the face of… Continue Reading

  • Podcast for Indelible: It Need not be Said.

    This is the podcast for Indelible, the documentary in progress for the week of July 9, 2017. Welcoming the authorities into the circle. Podcast: Play in new window | Download (Duration: 12:09 — 20.0MB)Subscribe: Apple Podcasts | Android | RSS

  • Podcast: Birdsong, the FBI, and a TigerSwan

    This is the podcast for the documentary in progress, Indelible, for the week of June 2, 2017. Please note that I say “defense attorney” referring to the FBI’s attorney. That is a misspeaking. He is the defendant in the case, (I am the Plaintiff). I meant to say defendant. This podcast addresses an update on… Continue Reading

  • A Tentative Walking Forward

    The drawing above was taken from a silly old news reel, on a military installation I mention in the podcast. This is the podcast for Indelible, a documentary in progress for the week of May 2, 2017. In this podcast I provide an update of the FOIA (Freedom of Information Act) lawsuit against the FBI… Continue Reading

  • The Endless Appetite of the Corporate Protectors

    This is the podcast for Indelible, the documentary in progress for the week of December 2, 2016. An update on research regarding the targeting of young kids in poverty, (including Harp), for mercenary training, gun running and fighting in Vietnam and Guatemala, as well as other undeclared wars.  Also how the actions of those who participated… Continue Reading

  • On Holding Ground

    This is the podcast for the week of October 6, 2016, for Indelible, an experimental documentary film in progress. Considering the depth of experience for a moment in time. A monentary expression after a few weeks of turmoil. I have been unable to review the last installment I received of FBI documents from Harp’s file… Continue Reading